Monday, February 03, 2003

Mr. Nice Guy

I know that being passive isn't a good thing, but I expected some benefits from it. You'd think that people would treat you the same way you treat them, but that's just not true. It seems that when people find that I'm a push over, they push me around(literally sometimes). I'm the person they release all their stress on because if they did it to someone else they'll get a bad response. I don't say anything. I just stand their and take the abuse because I think it's therapeutic to get out all your stress, but sometimes they take it too far. Where do I get to relieve all my stress? To all you readers out there of course. As nice as this is, I'd still like someone I can vent my frustrations upon. Especially at this time, when I'm growing tired of everything. Even the will to live. NOT that this is a suicide note though. I mean I'm just tired of life in general. I think all I really need is someone to make me happy. I'm still looking.