Saturday, January 18, 2003

Love doesn't exist

That's right i dare say it. There's no such thing. It's as real as Santa Claus or the tooth fairy. I only mean love between boyfriend and girlfriend, fiancee, spouse, and so on. The feelings are true among friends, but family is questionable. Sometimes, family is just a "I love them because I have to" kind of thing. It may be a bit strange hearing that from a guy, because it's usually a female who has just got her heart broken. My reason is not that drastic. My reasons come from bad relationships. I truthfully admit that none of those problems were my fault. It's always been the ladies. I don't really blame them. It's because they were hurt before and find it awkward to be with a guy who is after more than their genitalia, so when i get involved with them they don't trust me and it's not possible for me to earn their trust. Then, their are those who are just as bad as most guys. Yes, as wimpy as it my appear, I get taken advantage of too. It's because I'm a total push over when it comes to the object of my affection. Otherwise, known as being "whipped". Just because I agree with MOST of the things they say, does not mean I'll always agree. I'm entitled to disagree. I'm constantly taken for granted by my former ladies and sometimes my friends(isn't everyone?).

Monday, January 13, 2003

On The Road Again

I've finally rediscovered driving. A few months ago, I had a really stupid car accident that nearly ended my life. I thought that, in the following years, I would be too afraid to get back out there on the road. How foolish of me. Nothing can seperate teenage youth from their transportion. Despite life threatening injuries, I still want to venture out with my newly acquired driving abilities. What do you expect? A 16-year-old with the ability to drive and cars to drive with? Enough of my dangerous adventures.